You meditated, you did affirmations, you even put shields up like you are the starship Enterprise, but you still feel “off”, gunky or fatigued.
Heal the Healers
A couple things can be happening here. Many times when you’ve done all the work you can do by asking for shielding and protection, then there is a missing piece that I have found that when you cleanse and heal them, you in turn feel better.
For me, when I’ve done everything I can do including cleansing my environmental energy, feng shui/chi adjustments, what I am feeling is my guardians, healers and guides! The ones protecting and healing me are usually doing one or two things:
- Absorbing it before it comes to me (but I feel them so still feel it)
- Mimicing how another person or the environment feels so I can read them/it.
During a reading for a new blog with a Throne level angel it made more sense as to why. They showed me that sometimes they will continue to “take the burden” and not heal themselves after the process, they just continue to carry the energy around them. As you become more sensitive to the beings and energies around you, you may start feeling the environment and angels as well as other beings around you more. During a Dominion blog reading I realize that sometimes my energies and entities that help with readings mimic the person or environment and I would just tell them to “reverse” and they would go back to feeling at peace.
What you do is visualize God cleansing and healing your guardians, healers and guides around you, all planes. Think in 3D, there are some right, left, front, back, top and bottom. I visualize them going through a “holy car wash”, with big brushes sweeping through them and bubbles all around to get them spit spot clean! If some are especially bad they may be low on energy so what I will do is Imagine them switching out like you would switch out players in a soccer game. A new one would come down and they would go up into the white light to be cleansed, re-energized and to rest.
If some are difficult to clean I then visualize zooming out at a high level, until they are small and I visualize God transforming all of them into brilliant white clean individuals. Visualizing it small takes away some of the beliefs and doubts that this is hard and detailed work, instead it reinforced that this is easy for God to do as He controls so much more than one spirit. Visualize them getting a healing every once and a while, particularly if you are feeling “gunky”.